"Unfaithfully yours"

"(...) this, this is the hardest thing I ever had to write.

There is no easy way to say this so I’ll just say it, I met someone. It was an accident, I wasn’t looking for it, I wasn’t on the make. It was a perfect storm, he said one thing, I said another and the next thing I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. Now there’s this feeling in my gut that he might be the one. He’s completely nuts in a way that makes me smile, highly neurotic, a great deal of maintenance required. He is you.

That’s the good news. The bad news is that I don’t know how to be with you right now, and that scares the shit out of me. Because if I am not with you right now I have this feeling we’ll get lost out there. It’s a big bad world full of twist and turns and people have a way of blinking and missing the moment. The moment that could of changed everything.

I don’t know what’s going on with us and I can’t tell you why you should waste a leap of faith on the likes of me. But damn you smell good, like home and you make excellent mate. That’s got to count for something, right? Call me!

Unfaithfully yours,"